i'm still upset about something that my mum said to me yesterday. it was in the afternoon, and she was saying something about packing the blender into a bag cause me, her and my eldest sister would be going to causewaypoint to exchange it with a new one. she was talking to no one in particular, or so i thought, so when she said that i didn't answer her, as in acknowledge whatever she's saying. and then she went "lina?" so i said "okay" then she continued by saying "cakaplah. ada mulut taknak bukak sepak muka baru tahu". i was like wtf? something as trivial as that warrants a slap in the face? okay maybe i should have said something but seriously? she might have not meant it but it's still damaging, nonetheless. and i didn't incur her wrath in the morning so i don't understand why was she so angry about, till she had to threaten to slap my face. my second sister could be stubborn at times, and the only way my mum could get to her would be to push her head or pinch her hard. and sometimes when she does that to her, it would be about trivial things too. i find it excessive, really.

yeah, my mum has hit me and caned me before but slapping's kinda a big deal to me. my dad slapped her once, she didn't like that obviously so i really don't know why does she want to do the same. i'm still not talking to her much, i'll get over it in time, but i'm pretty sure that i'll never forget about it. maybe i'm making a big deal out of this, since i'm already 18 and should at least be grown up about it, but i don't know, what would you do?