i want a cat. i really do. i wanna go home, and see it's face and make me happy all over again. you know why? cause work sucks. i go there, do my usual business but my ass of a boss with a fucked up face does't appreciate it, he sees and remembers only my mistakes, which is like once in a while. i can't meet dzooey everyday, so what i really really want now is a cat, or preferably a kitten. but i can't cause my mum doesn't let me keep pets, she says it's not nice to cage them, they should be let free.

you know what? i think i'm gonna rant about my boss right now. he's not even my boss for heaven's sake, he's a worker, like me, only that he's like what 20 years older than me? he thinks he's some big shit, just cause he drives a hayabusa, is a motivational speaker whom i've never heard of and has owned a bar before. he has a huge ego, makes derogatory comments about women, he doesn't help out, he orders me around like i'm some idiot. sometimes he thinks he's "advising" me but in actual fact he's telling me off for being stupid.

jack: you gotta have a girl with big boobs and big butt to work in a bar

fuck you, i didn't ask to work here

jay: the girls do stock check, cleans up and serves customers, what else can they do

jack: i don't know for me i've got no comment

fuck you, you don't even do anything, and here you go saying that

he's not my boss, like i said he's just a worker, who's passing his time by "working" at CM cause he haven't got a proper job yet, he's not the one who pay's my wages, he wasn't the one who brought me to work here, and i don't fucking know what is his problem. his hayabusa got vandalised last tues, and if i ever met the person who did that to his bike, i'm gonna kiss that guy's feet.

argh. i just can't wait to get my attachment done and over with, go back to school, meet my classmates, crap around with them, stay at home during weekends like i always do. right now i don't do that obviously, and i work during weekends too so i always lose track of time. sigh. and it's gonna be 12 soon so goodnight people. i love you all but i love dzooey more nyeh. bai tupais!