okay it's kinda blur but if you still don't know what it is it's actually... SHIT! FISH SHIT! TRAIL OF FISH SHIT! HANGING OUTSIDE IT'S ASS!!! i've never reared fishies before so when i saw that trail of shit following the fish wherever it go, i got fascinated but grossed out at the same time. and i saw it four times today you know!!! good or bad sign, i don't know. (there's a fishtank in the cafe, fyi)

anyhow, i'm having second thoughts about continuing at CM. yesterday i was lectured for not having hospitality skills and not making small talk. but as of those who know me, they know that I DON'T MAKE SMALL TALK. I'M SHY LIKE AN ARMADILLO. and on a side note, apparently, the indian security guards never once come up to level six for coffee before till yesterday. and when one of them came just now, my supervisor asked my friend kaya (read: indian) to serve him. NOW YOU SEE THE PICTURE?! kaya was very pissed off that she was specifically asked to serve him, when in the first place we were not suppose to serve anything.

so it's like what? just cause we're girls we have to be extra friendly to the guys? nonsense i'm not taking that shit! also... jack was having a bad morning so he took it out on us. yeah he pagi pagi already scolded kaya for no hospitality skills and for taking a long time (7 minutes) in serving the security guard. which in turn made me and kaya kinda moody. i mean like this is like only our third day siah not like our third week. and then he wants us to give out flyers of the cafe around sim lim to promote it again and introduce ourselves!

ahhh entah ah i see how. i still have four days to decide. by monday i must make up my mind already. cause tuesday is injection day, if i choose to stay at CM. but like dizi said, even if i ask for transfer doesn't mean i'll get a better place. ahhh. it's so bad that i had a nightmare about my workplace while on my way home from work!

AND IT'S 23:53! ok ah i better chao chinchao. goodnight all!