soccer training for BOYZ_2Q was awesome fun shit. but it zapped everyone's energy, including mine eventhough i didn't do much. all i did take photos, laugh out loud (due to ariff's impersonation of drogba's "it's a fucking disgrace!" outburst) and did abit of self-cheering and self-refereeing. means i cheered and refereed - in my head. hurhur. turns out, my class has quite a number of good players, but collectively as a team, i'm not sure. because their passing sucks. is not like as if they (as in referring to a player) gets intercepted but they literally pass to the wrong player of the another team. (because they play four-a-side) and they need to control the ball more and not let it hit their feet and go "poing", which of course when the ball "poings" means another player from the other team will get hold of it. i'm pretty sure you don't understand what i'm saying but i'll be taking a vid of them playing this coming wed so you'll know what i mean once you've seen it.

so now this is where the BOYZ_2T comes in handy. apparently, the boys from the other IT class are much more skillful, so if my class were to be pitted against them, then they will know where they stand and how good (or not) our class really are. but we have clashing schedules and both of our class are only free on weekends. so we shall see. because, we must remember that, WE ARE CHALLENGING THE MECHANICAL BOYS! IT vs MECHANICAL! this is the main reason for the soccer training! yes! exciting i'll say!

thursday, 14/05/09

saw hasbi in school while on my way to class. i was with my classmates and i was at the front of the pack. so when we saw each other, we salam-ed and he asked me where my friends was. i turned behind to point to him that they were behind me and lo and behold i saw arina and sunarti looking extremely shocked. i mean EXTREMELY. the only thing that i could think of was that they were probably wondering, asal amal gi salam laki cine tu? hahaha so jeng jeng jeng! this is the twist in this story! if there is no twist, i wouldn't blog about it. ok dah salam tu salam ah. abeh tu korang tahu ape, sebelum aku nak naik tangge aku pusing balek. si mr b (hasbi) nampak abeh die kasi middle finger. ape lagi aku pun same ah. PUAS HATI TAKYAH SALAM AKU KAN KALAU NAK MAKI AKU POOKIEWARKZ PUNYE ANAK BERTUAH BETOL AH KAU. so jeng jeng jeng! twist in the story part two! see got two twists that's why i'm blogging about it. and sorry if i spoke malay just now, i think it sounded abit more cooler to express twist two in malay.

and then school ended earlier at 3 (it usually ends at 5) so i head over to sushi's place cause he was sick. and also cause he had taken an off day so he's at home all day. dropped at bedok, bought cheeseburger plus snackwrap plus milk tea plus two bottles of air badak for him. reached his place, ate, watched him play guitar hero, laughed with him and his younger bro over whose line is it anyway, watched abit of pricey rights and had to sadly head home cause i wanna spend more time with sushi. so i can say that thursday went well. unlike the next day.

friday, 15/05/09

sushi was still weak so he decided to take an mc for friday. we already planned to watch wolverine one of these days and he decided why not on friday. i was thinking we shouldn't cause he was still sick but he was adamant so i gave in. we planned to meet at 2pm. so when i reached tamp at about 2.15pm, i texted him to ask where he was, and guess what he was still at home because his back hurts. he said he will reach asap. and he came at 3.30pm. yeah awesome isn't it? you're probably wondering come on man he is sick, it's not his fault. course not. but the irony of this all is that, he is always late eventhough he lives at bedok, and by late i mean an hour late, even when he ISN'T sick. and i'm not a patient person so my fuse is really short. so eventhough he apologised and said he couldn't do much, to me the day was good as gone. after the movie ended i wanted to go home straightaway. he accompanied me till the bus came but before the bus came, along came nadia. she was from school because she had dance audition for the year ones. so i went home with her instead. sushi wasn't happy that i brushed him off just like that but guess what, i'm not happy with him either. in 969 we talked all the way, from my problems to her problems to why she privatised her blog in the first place. haha only we both know why! man i miss her so much! the trip from tamp to yishun takes about 20 mins but i swear it felt much shorter than that. when you're having so much fun, time passes by real fast.

i reached home, and found my mum crying. she said the trip to pulau redang is over and she hates the sight of my dad's face. i immediately started crying because i was thinking about me and sushi. i don't know why i'm not sad about my mum saying that, maybe because i'm numb to it already. these family fights, it's been happening often and i just can't wait for something to happen for it to be over. my mum once said, once my eldest sis gets married she's gonna move out and ask for a divorce. right now, she said she's leaving it all to God and whatever happens, happens. am i sad that my mum felt that way? no. because my mum has suffered enough by being emotionally abused by my dad and my dad has suffered enough for being provoked into saying mean things to her by my mum. it's a vicious cycle really.

weekends

nothing much. i was too tired to go anywhere. i swear i was damn sleepy on saturday. i slept on the way to class ugama, during it and on the way home. in the car i tidur terbongkang or however it's suppose to be. my mum wanted to bring me to geylang to shop for baju raya on sunday but i was not in the mood. so i stayed at home and planned to blog but couldn't think of anything to write. so here i am now blogging. hoped you enjoyed it and sorry for the long post! :)

you think that to me, you're dead now, just a nobody but trust me, i was dead to you long before you knew it.