i swear to god it's damn irritating when i blog-hop and read their posts and they say how they miss and love their bf/gf so much. i hate it not because it's annoying but i hate it because why the fuck don't i feel the same way towards sushi? if you're some random stranger reading my blog you wouldn't even know that i have a bf. cause my posts hardly says anything about him. or us in fact. i feel so fking jealous. i want to feel the same way that they are feeling towards their partners. it's not that i don't love sushi, i do but i'm not madly in love with him. LIKE WHY?! WHY AM I NOT?! i.am.so.pissed.off.at.myself. i need answers.